I’ll Kill You

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J. Cole ft. Brandon Hines – Dreams

I DO NOT OWN THE RIGHTS TO THIS MUSIC

Playing with my emotions is the quickest way to set me off. I’m a cool guy, I mind my business, stay in my craft, and go on about my day, but when you intervene with my peace and then try to toy with me, that’s when the switch begins to slowly flip. I came across this one girl, she was beautiful as all get out. I would see her at parties all the time and she was cool with the girls I hung around, so you know I had to crack a few jokes here and there to get her to notice me before I began my pursuit of her. She seemed to be the girl of my dreams. Each time we encountered each other I made it my goal to let her know I was feeling her and that I wanted to get to know her deeper than a friend level. She slowly dropped her guards and allowed me to get to know her more, so now the pursuit was engaged. I’m always the type to know more about people than they know about me before I invest my time into them, so the word on the street I had been given was that she was recently out of a relationship and looking to have a good time and live life. All I heard after she was single was that she was open to shoot at, so I laced up my shoes…

They say don’t bother a girl if you’re not ready to add to her life and not just be the leach that comes in and suck her energy dry. This was the girl of my dreams though, so I saw that as my motive to chase her and make sure that I got her by any means necessary. Her birthday was coming up so I saw that as my opportunity to ask her out on a date. She was out of town for her birthday, but she told me when she got back into town we could get together. I chose to cook one of her favorite dishes for her, I knew I could cook and they say the quickest way to a man’s heart is through his belly and the way women eat nowadays I was sure it would work for them as well. She came over and we begin to talk as I finished up the meal, I found out some interesting things about her and we noticed we shared a lot of common interest. She ate the food and told me how much she loved it afterward, but that was already noticeable by how clean her plate was after she was done eating. After I cleaned up the kitchen I took this as the time to really shoot my shot and see where it would lead me. To my surprise, she told me she was about to leave and go see the intramural football games located outside my apartments. She had been on her phone a lot the whole night, so now I started to feel as if she was probably texting her other man and just using me for the entertainment. I lowkey felt played by the situation, was I her food nigga and the only reason she came over was to get a free meal and go on about her day?… Strike one.

As I said in the beginning, I don’t like my emotions being played with, so since she had just met me I allowed this first time to slide because she couldn’t have known what she was doing. The next time I saw her it was good vibes again, plus she had even been coming over more and taking naps at the crib laying up with me so I figured she had started to feel me now. One day we were layed up and we begin playing around with each other, she had pinched my cheeks so since I was laying on her stomach I pinched the side of her stomach and little did I know that was the wrong move. She got so furious out of the blue, I was confused about the whole situation. She made a big scene and just got up and stormed out. Once again she spent a lot of time typing on her phone so I started to slowly put two and two together and realized it was equaling four and something else had to be up. It was no way we could have a great day and then a simple pinch of the stomach set her off as it did. She went a few days without talking to me, so at that point, I was about ready to charge it to the game and move on because my hands was getting tired of completing someone who didn’t want completion. Strike 2…

So eventually, she gave me the rundown and told me she had been still texting her ex and he was trying to get back with her and all the mood swings would come from him making her mad and I just so happened to be the person she was around to take her frustration out on. It was a lot of issues in all of that, but the biggest one I saw was that my competition was slowly trying to regain the lead in this race, so I had to take it into my own hands to get the lead. I hit up my potnas and got the scoop on where he liked to hang at and decided to take a little road trip. I caught him leaving his crib with someone else in the car so I decided to follow behind him and see where he was going. By this time the sun had went down and he had made a suspicious turn onto a dark road where nobody seemed to be driving on. I took this as my opportunity to eliminate my competition. I noticed a curve was coming up so I sped up fast in front of his car and ran him into the ditch after cutting him off quickly. I kept driving after because stopping would only cause suspicion if another car was to drive along and wonder what I was doing on the side of the road with a car smoking in the ditch. After I sped off I heard a loud explosion behind me. I knew it could only have been one thing, my mind was racing telling me to go see if everyone was ok but I had already chosen my path when I made the decision to run him off the road. At least now I would be the only person in the race to get the girl of my dreams though, all it cost was the life of a competitor and the innocent person in the car with him…

A few days after everything had happened I had hit her phone to see if we could get together and maybe get some lunch and chop it up. To my surprise, I couldn’t get a hold of her. The blue messages had turned green, I would ask her friends have they heard from her recently, but they were just as out of the loop with her as I had been. Everyone said they haven’t seen her in a few days and it wasn’t like her to just disappear off the scene so suddenly. Later in the day, I was out with some friends when I got an email from the college telling us about the death of a student recently. I clicked on the email to see that in it described a woman who was very similar in detail to the girl of my dreams that had been in a very bad car wreck… It couldn’t have been her though, I saw who got into the car and I knew she couldn’t have been the passenger in the car with him… could she? I saw her friends the next day and they were all heartbroken saying that she had went to meet with her ex and they had got into a crazy car accident and ended up in a ditch where the car later exploded. They told me she was meeting up with him to tell him they could no longer be in contact with each other because she felt she had met the man of her dreams and she didn’t want to let anything come in between what she had finally found her peace in. I felt like a clown, how could I be so headstrong to where I wanted to eliminate the competition so badly that I ended up ending the whole game completely? The only race I would be running now is the race Tay K was running because they had found tire tracks and paint on the car from the other vehicle that had run the car off the road. Strike 3, I’m out…

-BruceG

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